I have terrible mixed emotions on this one. I said before I was not a sore loser and could take it.......but losing to someone who did absolutely nothing to win except deceive, lie, manipulate and start false rumors is not a win to me. To hand a half million dollars to someone like this is a slap in the face. I know its not quite over, but it will be shortly and the outcome is quite obvious. Out of 11 seasons on Big Brother only 2 have produced the winners I wanted. Season 8 and Season 10. I guess you could say "Good verus Evel" I wanted Curtis for 1, Nicole for 2, Danielle for 3, Jack for 4, Cowboy for 5, Ivette for 6, Danielle for all stars7, and Alex for 9. So I don't have a very good record of picking winners, I guess. In retrospect Eddie had a foul mouth in1, Will used lies and deceit in 2,Lisa just floated along like Kevin and Danielle's diary room sessions killed her, Jun made no enemies but she was pretty devious and sly but Jack was such an up and up guy, you had to love him. Cowboy made it to 2nd place but shy of a pretty face...he lost. Yvette was so loyal to Maggie she gave it away.She had it but made the wrong choice in the end. In all stars no one stood out to me as a winner except I felt since Danielle lost 3 she should have learned her lesson and by then diary rooms were taboo. On season 9 Alex got paired with the witch of the west and because of her he lost big time.Hated that season and the winner as well. On a scale of 1-10 season 9 would hit rock bottom.I loved season 10 and most of its cast but Dan did a great job and even if Memphis had won I wouldn't have minded too much, but Dan was my pick from the beginning. This season started too fast.too dramatic and fizzled to a whimper. At first I was rooting for Jeff/Jordan but came to realize that Michele deserved it so much more.She has been to hell and back and no help from any so called ally. I was prepared to vote for Jordan as America's favorite juror but now my vote will go to Michele. I know Jordan needs the money badly but to pay for fake boobs? uh uh.. It just galls me to think that if Natalie gets it.......it will go to pay gambling debts and that's the pits. She turned a perfectly good quiet gay guy into a monster and if Alfonzo welcomes him home with open arms......then he is no better. I think Michele would use it wisely.

I have faithfully followed all seasons up to now but if there is a Season #12 I will finally be over my addiction and have no plans to either buy the feeds or watch it on TV ........not after this farce.

This is one time I hope and pray I have to eat my words by some unkknown yet miracle.............