My ramblin'has become a vent this time.

If I had a paint brush and some paint....I could watch it dry.....or I could play solitaire or nap.

It wouldn't cost me a dime to do those things('cept the price of the paint)

I wish they would get on those bicycles and maybe a light bulb might come on. Sheesh! Can I get blasted for saying "dumb blondes?" Really just one but who can tell with all that hair dye on the market.

I am totally p/o with the 4 1/2 people left in the house! 1/2=Pitbull Person.So far she hasn't changed her clothes in 3 days. Those yellow balloon thingies she's been wearing could stand alone by now. This is disgusting, along with the drool on the sheets. Does Arizona really have no water? I know its mostly desert but really.......uuumph.

Jordan has screwed both herself and Jeff to the mat. If she hadn't kept at him about aligning with the gnat and Kevin, none of this would have happened. When Jeff leaves on Thursday (WAH!) she can blame herself. I think she knows and is trying to save him now for what she did wrong. I blame him too ,some, but Michele would have gone along to the F4 at least if they'd stayed with her. Sure she lied but the winner of Liar's dice here goes to Gnat.

All I know is right now these are the season winners for being boring.....sleep, eat and play solitaire while we pay to watch. They got all the drama they are going to get out of this group and its going to end my even tuning in to the feeds. My luck too that my subscription just came up for renewal last week or Id be cancelling "tout suite".

All I have left is the hope that Pandora comes through with a goodie on the key.........before Thursday.

Today I'm going to ramble on about Michele. She may be at home in a laboratory but in the outside world she is completely at a loss. She cannot carry a cohesive conversation for love nor money.

I feel for her. She's like a lost sheep in a herd of bulls. She's clumsy, and is forever getting hurt in some way. You can tell she wants to belong somewhere but she doesn't have a clue where.

Everyone treats her like a leper and makes up all kinds of crap about her, which I think is down right mean. The poor girl can't get off slop and hasn't had but a few decent meals since she entered the house. She sleeps in a frigid room on a metal bed and hasn't had a decent night's sleep either.She has let herself be pushed around and told how to vote, threatened with all kinds of stuff.Maybe she does have all these problems she talks about but how on earth did she earn a PHD if she is all she says she is? Maybe living with rats does strange things to ya ....I don't know.All I know is I'd like to hug her and tell her to hang in there.You never know....she might have an Epiphany yet and cross the finish line if she doesn't trip first...

Well, here we are with just a few weeks to go and I was right in saying my opinions wouldn't change much. If they did -it was not in Jeff's favor....or Jordan's.

How they can hook up with 2 people who hated their guts since day 1 just boggles my mind. I don't care if its a game or not , I would not trust them to tie my shoes. I would rather take my chances staying true to my word and after being honest for most of the game, but to turn around and decide to lie makes them no better than their former enemies. I could take Jordan right now and shake her til her teeth rattled, and her whiteners fell out. She is pushing Jeff over the edge in every way.......in and out of bed.I'm still hoping against hope that he comes to his senses and doesn't backdoor Russell. You need 2 strong competitors for the final endurance so it isn't a shoe-in .Maybe picking 2 weak players is the game way to go but I would throw in a pinch of loyalty as well. The lies told by Natalie and Kevin far outweigh the few from Russell and Michele. No one is clean but Natalie is down right vicious. Kevin was very easy to maneuver as he definitely isn't a schemer, alone.

Looking ahead and hypothetically ......if Jeff and Jordan win F2 then everyone in the jury HAS to vote for one of them, like it or not. Put any other combo there and ??? Lets see...Michele & Russ?

Nat & Kev? - Jeff & Russ? Jeff & Nat? Jeff & Michele? Jeff& Kev?Out of jury members the win would go to Natalie on this scenario. Putting Nat up with anyone left would be a win for her with the jury. Putting Michele up with any one would be a vote for whoever she was there with.She is not well liked by anyone. The only way Jeff or Jordan could take 1&2 is if they get there together.Any other combo would go to the person against either one of them.

Having rambled on about that, which probably doesn't make any sense to me, really.

All I know is Natalie HAS to go, period. Then Russell, Michele, leaving Kevin to take 3rd spot.

I think Jordan is a shoe in for the Favorite houseguest award, if they have it this season....which is $25k so thats not bad for playing shadow.

Writing thoughts is very confusing, let me tell 'ya and I better quit while I'm ahead....or am I?

Had to take a "ramblin'" break for a few......so spent a few days in the BBdish rehab centre. I couldn't keep up with what was going on and my head was in a spin whenever I logged in. Being an addict is like giving birth so I'm hoping I can forget the pain like mothers do after delivering.

I'd like to insert a "BIG" Thank you to Jun for her last blog.......for 1 simple reason.....she types in English! NOT Korean, NOT American but ENGLISH!......I'll tell 'ya why....

She used the words "sore loser"....yep, she did! She didn't say "sore looser" like sooooo many others do. This has been a pet peeve of mine for years and I just could have reached out and hugged her when I saw what she typed!! I know, I know you all think I'm nutz but hey I can have more than 1 addiction if I please. The word loose has nothing to do wth losing a competition.If I loosed it hmmm I don't quite know what would happen.Many dragon flies might bite me :-) I can handle typos (heaven knows I make enough of them) and I can take other words mis-spelled but Im a sore looser when it comes to lose (ha!) Thank you again Jun...........

Have you ever heard the old saying "It takes one to know one?" In an earlier post I called her/him an insane casting director.......it still goes. 'nuff said.

I also called it an Insane asylum and it has been more than proven in that respect too. If they had windows, there should be bars on 'em. I was going to look for straight jackets on Ebay for awhile but for some strange reason they were outta stock.....wonder why?

Gawd...Dick was an angel compared to these 3..."The "Widows Godderz" as Genie put it.

Never in 11 seasons have I seen such behaviour and there was a lot of nasty stuff over those "good 'ol days". This is enough to bring up all 3 daily meals, and name it the BBvirus.

Bashing each individual would be a waste of my time and yours to put my feelings into the written word.

Needless to say things are not going to get better but this time Im expecting the expected.....Lydia so wants to get to that jury house before Natalie to warm up the bed sheets. She was all ears when someone said they had to "double up" in there, so she'll be the first volunteer, if she has her way.

I know its a sin to judge people and I also know this is a game but I will confess my sins when Im done watching that ugleee woman(?) "Captain Unitard"......Bah!

No doubt Jeff DID give the HOH to Jordan, but when everyone saw her read that letter from home they all had tears(even me) and it was so generous of Jeff to do it. Maybe he had ulterior motives as well ...who knows? Jordan is still saying "no boogering on tv" so far.But we do know Jeff is a very patient man!

So the most ramblin' rant is not so much against the houseguests as it is against AGP. One of the rules in the rule book states that they can hide each others stuff but NOT destroy it. So whoever and whatever they put in the washing machine and the clothes is destructive to me.......but I guess no one was watching the "160" cameras that night.Many things were ruined.

Spitting in anothers food, pouring someones beer down the sink is not hiding either......its destruction.Throwing an expensive mic is not hiding its blatant destruction.......but Jeff gets a penalty for mistakenly sipping gatorade?????? and the other things go by the wayside? To me that is favoritism as well as stripping Michele of her full week as HOH, which she won fairly.

I have lost any respect I ever had, for that insane casting director and now the whole of AGP as well. ( not that anyone gives a hoot!)

Ramblin' on....

When you're an Addict and you go a whole day without your "fix" it makes one very cranky...

When I wrote the last post I never expected to go to a wake for Jessie.....nor did I factor in the Lydiagate. No truer words than "expect the unexpected"

My mind -today- is a symphony of mixed emotions and questions. I guess my naiveitivity kicked in too when I see how petty women losers can be. But I believe that life is balanced and we have to take the good and the bad and suck up both.I have never been a sore loser due to this philosophy.Balance, balance, balance. Be it a game or real life.

Am I glad Jeff did what I wanted him to do?...yes. Am I glad Michele won?- yes. Am I happy with this new 4 person alliance? NO! Not when I saw Russell vote for Natalie. I think he was hoping Kevin would also vote for Natalie and it would have been her to go home and the egomaniac would still be there. What has me wondering is why Russell would vote to evict Natalie but doesn't want her on the block? That boy needs help! He's lost in between both worlds.

Lydia and Chima sure had their nerve walking into Michele's HOH bathroom, closing the door and taking over.Had I been Michele I would have said "Isn't your bathroom downstairs now?"(very politely of course)

Lydia surprised me by not being thankful that Jeff took her off the block and is out to destroy him, which of course also means she gets no more action under the bed sheets I guess.

more later when I get my head together.........

Today I'm going to ramble about my thoughts on Season 11(now playing). My opinions may change but I don't think so right now.

Chima kind of put it in perspective when she said Where do they get these mfkrs- off the street? Hmmm you got in here didn't ya Chima? I personally think they got 'em from an insane asylum!

They have to be the worst cast AG ever assembled in BB history.I personally could care less who gets the money at the end because so far no one is really playing the game, that I can see. Its all just personal attacks and bj's! I haven't seen any strategic plays that came to fruition yet. Lots of suppositions but no real clean strategy.

I also paid for real streaming again, but their time outs and not communication is terrible this season. Between that and the constant fish , most of the happenings I get from bbdish's blog.

The commenters on this blog are numerous and the posters are great and my hat goes off to them for putting up with all the BS that goes on in the house. I have nothing good to say about anyone or anything on this season so my comments on there have been few and far between.

They should have put this group on a remake of the TV show "To Tell The Truth"...would have ade more sense.

The only way to make me happy would be to see Jeff use his coup d'etat and take down Russell and Lydia and put up Jessie and Natalie. If Jessie goes home then there would be only 2 against the rest of the house.......Chima and Natalie.But that leaves Russell lurking........ugh!

Lydia is not my kind of person, but by the looks of her, money is definitely needed, but her stipend should cover the cost of hair dye, and maybe a few condoms.

I knew when Jessie won and joined the athletes this was gonna suck and so far it has....literally!

The rest really need therapy.....especially the PHD holder. All that education and she is unable to communicate with anyone or anything but rats!. Jeff's gang attitude (Chicago) is a bit much and he needs anger management classes. Jordan could use any kind of education available in many subjects including English. Natalie needs a reality check and I can see very well why she and her boyfriends mother do not talk. Id haul his ass away from her. Jessie is a plain old shit disturber and to be idolized by 2 women is right up his ego alley. Russell needs to join Jeff in anger management as well...but he needs more than Jeff does. The Queen Bee needs to get over her hatred against all men as it was only 1 who violated her years ago. All men may be born equal but a few turn out ok., just not in her book. Which leaves me to Kevin....Kevin Who?

Now you see him....now you don't. He's just floating along and sleeping the time away.He wouldn't win if he was F2 but he did get 5000k out of it.It must have taken a lot of energy to open that gift box with it in there.If I have any liking for anyone it would be Kevin.....I happen to like gay men !!

I have always found them pleasant and courteous to be around and very helpful in most cases.

So play on lunatics...play on and we will see what happens next!

I am without a doubt a "Reality Addict". My days consist of reading everything I can find on the show that happens to be on at the time. Right now it happens to be "BIG BROTHER". Next it will be probably Survivor or the Amazing race -depends on the lineup-Heaven forbid they ever put them on back to back times!

So.....lets talk about the current show.Every season I get my hopes up that it will be better than the one before and every season I get bombed by a very insane casting director.

I loved season #1...it had everything a locked up bunch could get for 3 months. People had to actually work together if they wanted to eat.They were given such a full schedule they had to work side by side regardless how they felt about each other.Very little off time for scheming and back stabbing.They had NO clock, NO microwave, NO washer/dryer, NO bread, eggs or veggies.They were given a washboard and a tub for laundry and had to hang it on the back fence to dry. They had a garden to look after if they wanted veggies etc, They had chickens to care for...feed and clean up after and if they wanted groceries they had to pay for them by completing a task which pretty well took the whole week to do.If they completed it they got money for groceries and had to make a list of what was absolutely necessary need. They had to bake their own bread.

They had to build a working clock. First one up every morning was usually Cassandra who had to hose down the patio with all the chicken poop on it as the chickens flew the coop just about every night.They had marathons like dancing continuously for 24 hours or riding a stationary bike to clock 1000 miles.To do this they had to work in shifts where as one performed the others slept and then they would change so that there were always 1 or 2 working at all times of the day and night. They were a real good mix from Eddie with only one leg due to cancer, Brittany with the pink hair to a beauty pageant winner who took hours to put on her make up to the religious bible reader and of course good 'ol Chicken George who kneaded bread for 3 months. In other words -no time for boredom for them or the viewers.

Then the "New" owners took over the show and it pretty well changed forever.As the "perks" got added along the way, the residents became lazier and lazier to the point where they are now stabbing each other on the door step before they go into the house. Its not FUN any more- its a WAR!

I can't say I didn't enjoy some seasons but with the exception of Season 8 and 10, I can say I wasted the other summers watching for the simple reason as I stated before "I AM AN ADDICT"

Maybe I shouldn't say "wasted" as each season pretty well had a lot of "eye candy"

Have tried to comment on the site but my web literacy has kicked in and I

cannot seem to get anything(comment) published. BUT I have an excuse

OAS-better known as old age syndrome!