OK I think I have things worked out about my statement in the last blog about John wearing the necklace....wasn't John at all , it was Mick. Takes me awhile to get who is who with so many contestants and which tribe etc. and now they're leaving like flies on dead meat.

Also a note about Real "supersnatch"...they need some upgrading in technology on running a live performance with lighting and presentation. Yikes! that was one terrible experience. My stream kept reloading with every sentence out of Chelsia's mouth......It was so dark I even was using a flashlight to try and see what was going on and the noise in the background with everyone talking at once was yuckeee----

While Im venting I am gonna also say .....who in the whole Internet can help someone with a major problem.....not ME!

A year ago I purchased a laptop which had a free trial already loaded on it from McAfee. I HATE McAfee!!!! So I deleted it off my hard drive and loaded my own choice of virus software. They kept sending me expiry messages which I also deleted. Well today I was checking my banking online and guess what I see??? A charge for McAfee for $77.21!!! I never gave them any authority to do that and its never been on my laptop since I bought the laptop a year ago. I'm just raging over this...ok??? Sooooo I try to call, only to be told "that number is no longer in service"...okey ..so I go online to customer support and ask for online chat person.....no one home but they sent me an email of my letter. I didn't check email I checked online chat help. The email just gave me the url I'd just been on....to go to for help???????Hello????

So then my next step was to call Visa and tell them my sad tale. After pushing every # on the phone I finally got a human (I think) and gave all the info to her. I got a diploma in Math 102 while I was doing all this. After going through my speil she said "oh that's terrible...I will connect you to our complaints dept" Hey Lady .....isn't that who you said you were?

So off I go to hold while they extolled the virtues of receiving your statements online to save the environment.Every 15 secs. while I waited and waited and waited ......no response. I finally hung up and called back (sucker!) It was just a retake of the first try. I spent the whole afternoon holding a phone to my ear and I am no further ahead and we all know what happens if you don't pay the charges on your visa bill don't we? So now its a weekend....no one working the desks (if they ever had them) By Monday my blood pressure will be over the top!

To top things off before all this happened I was filling out a form for a new passport and seems I have lost my old one somewhere. I can't renew without the old one ......so decided to blog it 'til the 3rd disaster hits (everything in 3's)

As to last night's Survivor.....I felt bad about Mike BUT if someone doesn't shoot that Russell H....I will!!! I'm so tired of the same old, same old challenges. Puzzles, puzzles, puzzles. water water everywhere and not a drop to drink! It should have been Ben not Betsy who went. Wonder how she could be the weakest one after all the training she would have had as a cop! didn't make sense to me. Then again it should have been that dam Russell over anyone.Someone who really needs money is going to go without because of that creep! Surely the casting director must have known his history if they checked him out before hand. They need a coup d'etat too!

So that's it for this week .......Im off to unsubscribe Real supersnatch now........a girl can only take so much in 24 hours!

Ramblin' on.....Is everyone on a reality show called Russell? Just got away from one and 2 more pop up. By size and behaviour I swear its Natalie in drag for Russell H.

I wasn't super impressed with the first episode of Survivor......When Rupert took the shoes on 6(?) -it was funny and cool but taking and burning the socks and dumping their water wasn't. Game wise I suppose it was a smart move, but this guy does not want or need the money...he says he just wants to have fun.......well I don't call what he is doing fun and I hope they catch on fast and boot his a$$ off of there. Marisa was on to him and she sure didn't last long but how long before others start to add two and two. I hope its soon ............before the hotties go. I hate to use the word "Russell" again but the "good" one is sure an eyefull!!!! Didn't quite get why John was wearing the necklace at Tribal .......guess I missed something. Oh well on with the show!

I feel so empty inside.....like I'm hungry for something more....and I can't find what I want to appease my hunger.

For 12 weeks +/- when my eyes opened I turned on my computer and read everything I could find on BB....I travelled more miles this summer than a marathon runner and this morning when my eyes opened I thought to myself "what are you going to do all day today?"

Being in Canada sometimes sux like this morning when you get that loverly message when you click on a video and up comes "you are outside the geographical area to view this video" Yikes! Then I remembered that I don't get the "free" anything from superpass except the feeds. I often watch people say how great the music was here and there.....hmmm I never got any music on my feeds except the BRB chit. Soooo anywho....I went travelling again and found all the interviews I could find from everyone I could find and they didn't care if I was from Timbucktoo!

Real owes me big bux for all the freebies I didn't get for 11 seasons.

So it's over once more and tomorrow I'm moving to Samoa and shortly a trip around the world. Maybe then I can forget about that house on the lot at CBS. But its gonna take awhile because I will wonder "Did Jordan go to Hawaii with Jeff? Did Natalie really get married (gag)? Did Michele get enough(!!!) yet?" Life goes on for them but it will leave me behind and unsatisfied. It always does, though so I won't lose too much sleep over it.

All in all it was a pretty emotional season, with a fairy tale ending. I hope Jordan is not taken advantage of when it comes to the prize money. She is so gullible that some freakies out there will be at her heels soon, and she'll believe them. But after taxes, and looking out for her mother, brother and cousins there won't be too much to worry about in the bank. Think there was a sister ,the internet and a new car mentioned too. Charities......please don't bother calling! 350K doesn't buy what it used to.

I did feel bad for Kevin. Being last man out is not a good place to be, so I am happy he won 5Kx2=10K, during competitions. That should help with the mortgage a bit. I find it funny that for a guy who is admittedly gay, can seem so straight. His orientation was never an issue for anyone, which pleased me. I guess I would also say there were some real nice people on this cast. Nyeh! and some not. My one regret through this whole season was Natalie getting 50K. But in order for Jordan to win she had to take Natalie. I hope the money doesn't spoil her and that she can find a good and fulfilling life...........

This ramble is just before the live show comes on for HOH#2 and what I think to this point. Let me tell you it isn't good ....

I always thought that production was as biased as we are and did things to favor certain hg's as well as the diary room "suggestions" that go on. I still do..............

To watch Kevin and Natalie blatantly break the rules of HOH#1 was, in my opinion inexcusable.

The video of Natalier especially tying her hand to the key with a hair tie was so clear to everyone and that she and Kevin both stood sideways after being told to face front. Natalie took her cues from Kevin and watched his actions. Then being already warned NOT to speak Spanish ....proceeded to break that rule as well. I know it wasn't strategic as he only gave a time period in Spanish to her as how long before she would drop, but broken is broken no matter what the outcome.

These 2 have perpetually cheated every opportunity they got. They ruled BB like the mafia and the mafia listened.

To hand a half million dollars to either one of them is a travesty of justice, as far as I'm concerned.

Poor naive Jordan who is so easily fooled and has not stooped to their level will go home empty handed. Natalie kept goading Jordan while on the log to get her upset about Michele wanting Jeff and kept making remarks to try and make her lose focus......well it worked.

If her boyfriend really meant the proposal he gave, which seemed rehearsed to me and he couldn't get it out fast enough.........I hope he is ready for one miserable life. Married to a woman who is never wrong, can't cook and never bathes too often.......the only thing I can say would be he won't have to spend much on her clothes. One outfit for a week or two should do it.

This season will be no "happy ever after ending" and it started out to be a great one but it fizzled like a wet match. Im am now on "empty" and will not blog again until its completely over and the BB house is closed for good.

I have terrible mixed emotions on this one. I said before I was not a sore loser and could take it.......but losing to someone who did absolutely nothing to win except deceive, lie, manipulate and start false rumors is not a win to me. To hand a half million dollars to someone like this is a slap in the face. I know its not quite over, but it will be shortly and the outcome is quite obvious. Out of 11 seasons on Big Brother only 2 have produced the winners I wanted. Season 8 and Season 10. I guess you could say "Good verus Evel" I wanted Curtis for 1, Nicole for 2, Danielle for 3, Jack for 4, Cowboy for 5, Ivette for 6, Danielle for all stars7, and Alex for 9. So I don't have a very good record of picking winners, I guess. In retrospect Eddie had a foul mouth in1, Will used lies and deceit in 2,Lisa just floated along like Kevin and Danielle's diary room sessions killed her, Jun made no enemies but she was pretty devious and sly but Jack was such an up and up guy, you had to love him. Cowboy made it to 2nd place but shy of a pretty face...he lost. Yvette was so loyal to Maggie she gave it away.She had it but made the wrong choice in the end. In all stars no one stood out to me as a winner except I felt since Danielle lost 3 she should have learned her lesson and by then diary rooms were taboo. On season 9 Alex got paired with the witch of the west and because of her he lost big time.Hated that season and the winner as well. On a scale of 1-10 season 9 would hit rock bottom.I loved season 10 and most of its cast but Dan did a great job and even if Memphis had won I wouldn't have minded too much, but Dan was my pick from the beginning. This season started too fast.too dramatic and fizzled to a whimper. At first I was rooting for Jeff/Jordan but came to realize that Michele deserved it so much more.She has been to hell and back and no help from any so called ally. I was prepared to vote for Jordan as America's favorite juror but now my vote will go to Michele. I know Jordan needs the money badly but to pay for fake boobs? uh uh.. It just galls me to think that if Natalie gets it.......it will go to pay gambling debts and that's the pits. She turned a perfectly good quiet gay guy into a monster and if Alfonzo welcomes him home with open arms......then he is no better. I think Michele would use it wisely.

I have faithfully followed all seasons up to now but if there is a Season #12 I will finally be over my addiction and have no plans to either buy the feeds or watch it on TV ........not after this farce.

This is one time I hope and pray I have to eat my words by some unkknown yet miracle.............

Put a selective group of people together for a long period of time and sooner or later they will turn on each other........so I have seen on a blog site I visit daily. I have posted very few comments there and I keep a close eye on most of them. I was not surprised when things got testy last night after Jeff bade faewell to them all. BUT.....the game isn't over yet so Im waiting to see who sticks it out on the blog, not the game!

Seems even the moderators are getting ticked as well. Not a job I would want, because I'm too outspoken in my own opinions. There is an old saying "Rules are made to be broken" and they are taking it literally.I could also say "Hell hath no fury, like a woman scorned"!........think it means men too!!

Let me say I have no objections to gay men or lesbians....que cera, cera.......but there seems to be an over abundance of them on this site and they are very voiciferous with their opinions. This seems to be a catalyst to get others riled. They can't seem to keep a reality check on things and have let this game engulf their emotions.

Lets take a step back folks and stick to the script......No stone throwing and if you can't say anything nice to each other ......wellllllll STFU~

WELL..I guess Pandora(AG) has done her thing and its over.

No matter how Michele, Jeff or Jordan try now to "save" Jeff it is over. Looks like the ugly twins have everything covered as far as tossing Jeff is concerned. We need Divine intervention to save the day. I won't give up hope until Thursday and then its game over for me, if the only real player of the game is gone.

How is it possible to actually dislike someone who you don't know, will never know or meet and could easily choke the life out of? Thats how I feel about Natalie. I never knew people like her existed on this planet......well I did but never thought about it much before. She could get a top job with the CIA and confuse the world telling them it was square, not round.I could ramble on about her for hours and Id still have nightmares about her. No person on BB has ever been as evil as she is, not Russell, Dick or ANYONE! There are not enough negative adjectives to describe her and if she wins this season I for one am over my addiction to BB for good. Never have I gotten so riled up over a TV show and a person on it. Not even when Johnny Fairplay said his grandmother died on Survivor! never...never....never......