Ramblin' on....

When you're an Addict and you go a whole day without your "fix" it makes one very cranky...

When I wrote the last post I never expected to go to a wake for Jessie.....nor did I factor in the Lydiagate. No truer words than "expect the unexpected"

My mind -today- is a symphony of mixed emotions and questions. I guess my naiveitivity kicked in too when I see how petty women losers can be. But I believe that life is balanced and we have to take the good and the bad and suck up both.I have never been a sore loser due to this philosophy.Balance, balance, balance. Be it a game or real life.

Am I glad Jeff did what I wanted him to do?...yes. Am I glad Michele won?- yes. Am I happy with this new 4 person alliance? NO! Not when I saw Russell vote for Natalie. I think he was hoping Kevin would also vote for Natalie and it would have been her to go home and the egomaniac would still be there. What has me wondering is why Russell would vote to evict Natalie but doesn't want her on the block? That boy needs help! He's lost in between both worlds.

Lydia and Chima sure had their nerve walking into Michele's HOH bathroom, closing the door and taking over.Had I been Michele I would have said "Isn't your bathroom downstairs now?"(very politely of course)

Lydia surprised me by not being thankful that Jeff took her off the block and is out to destroy him, which of course also means she gets no more action under the bed sheets I guess.

more later when I get my head together.........